I still remember how we started talking, I trusted you with things I would have never trusted anyone else with, and then you left.

Ma tunnen, et pean reaalselt aja maha võtma, ma lihtsalt varisen kokku, seda sõnasõnalt. Kõik mu ümber on lihtsalt nii negatiivne, ja selle kõige juures on väga raske positiivsust säilitada. Mul on reaalselt heameel, et oman väga head sõpra-oma lemmik usaldusisikut, kes püüab mind oma positiivsusega nakatada. See on tõsiselt armas temast.
Kui nüüd oma tänasest koolipäevast rääkida, siis peaks mainima, et kõik oli nii tuim.. Ma lihtsalt ei suutnud mitte millelegi mõelda.. Ma lihtsalt eksisteerin, ei midagi rohkemat. Minu sees on üks suur tühjustunne ja hirm edasise ees. Ma ei tea mida homne päev toob, mida ma teen? Kõik on lihtsalt nii segane. Kogu see neetud elu. 

I don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but people in them do. How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same. How people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes or their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out.