One thing I don't understand about life. We meet thousands of people, then we will meet that one person and our life will change forever.

Tsau. Ma isegi ei tea mida öelda, mida teha. Ma olen jõudnud kohta, olukorda, millest vist enam välja ei saa. Ma mõtlen pidevalt miks kõik peab nii raske olema, miks inimesed teevad üksteisele pidevalt haiget, seda siis nii füüsiliselt kui ka vaimselt. Miks teha kellelegi, kellest tõeliselt hoolid niimoodi? Miks.

Mu jõuvarud on otsa saamas, ma ei taha tüliks olla inimestele, kellest ma tõeliselt hoolin, ja kes minust tõeliselt hoolivad. Ei, ma ei taha olla koormaks. Lihtsalt ei. Ma ei taha enam eksisteerida.. ei. Tahan siit lihtsalt ära. Ära kahepalgelisusest, üksteisele haiget tegemisest, teiste inimeste jalge alla trampimisest. Ma ei jaksa enam- ja ma mõtlen seda siiramalt kui kunagi varem. 

                                                             

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.