That's how it is- that's how it goes. Far from the others. Close to each other.

Kui aus olla, siis ma ei mõelnud, et täna midagi kirjutan...Aga kuna kallipai seda soovis, siis mis mul muud üle jääb. Tänane koolipäev oli üsna väsitav, väsitav just selles mõttes, et üsna raske oli end uuele koolinädalale häälestada. Aga sain siiski hakkama, mhm. Kokkuvõtteks olid tunnid meeldivad, ja Helina oli ka üsna meeldiv-haha, oki, nunnukaga oli tore, hästi tore. 

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.

Paid!

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.